A call with no answer

Awaiting an reply... but only get dissapointment everytime i checked...

I keep recalling... but there is still no answer...

The situation gone worse and i can't sleep well... my eyes blood nerves were bleeding and making my eyes red... people started to ask... and i used the reason of looking at the monitor too long...

How am i going to cure this red eye?

I'm still waiting... and i will wait...

Uncertainty

My days are getting harder to pass now days. Many things to consider and many things i would not want to let go.

I'm going to UK soon and the procedure is not done yet... or am i purposely delaying it?

First thing first, MONEY $$ it isn't cheap to go to UK. I'm considering the cost to UK and what will i get as a return. Is it worth going over the cost? I do not want to trouble my father much as well.

Secondly, I'm there and she is here... u know what i mean. Distance always a killer of love. It's a heavy opportunity cost if i lose this.

Third, i'm doing somethings where failure might involved. No one ever say doing Master is easy and the course i'm taking is about IT and i'm not a total IT graduate. Am i able to accomplish the course with flying colors or the other way?

My mind is full of thoughts every day every time and second. (Someone) Please tell me i'm thinking too much...

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Getting clear

Finally, knowing what i do is right!

One should Work Hard and Work Smart to succeed. No doubts!

But it's better that you work hard and smart for your self and not hard and smart for others.

Yes, you are succeed if you work hard and smart for others... In other people's eye, you are indeed succeed.. but if you step back and look at the bigger picture, is what you are doing is because people think that is successful ? You are doing a success for others... and not for you actually.

So, why do for others so hard and smart?

I finally know... I finally get it... life is so much to do... so much of opportunity... so much of things for us to experience it... we are still energetic enough to do, so why wait?

Do what? DO what you like!!!

The first step must go!

Finally i had decided what i want. After working for about 4 months now, and i know I'm not enjoying what i'm doing. What i want is not this. If i could put my energy that contributed to the company that i'm working now into something which i like, i could be happier.

I have bought 'The Secret' today at Popular book store. I have made my first step of what i want and wanted to be. I will make the second step tomorrow and will continue to make steps till i achieve my goal.

I have been unknowingly doing things which other people may think this is what I'm suppose to do and how life suppose to be. In fact, what i had learned and what i belief is slowly hidden and flowing away. I have been expose to the different way of doing business and life with evidence and methods to become successfull but i have been influence by others.

Now i'm stepping out and going to the path that I'm wanted to walk.

Working Hell

One and a half month my working life started... At first, i'm looking ahead of how can i give it all i have to the company and excel in my carrier but now even i do everything, it's still never enough for the company. The responsibility and task needed to do just keep on bundle into my job description and now i really felt that am i looking for this kind of life? Is this the job that i'm looking for? To tell the truth, for few times, i really physically can't breath in the meeting with the management.

I'm not a easily give up person but i guest anyone would felt the same as me when you already work as hard as you can and at the end, get nothing but complaints by the management. They said"We can't give you compliment as our expectation are always high" No treats no reward no compliment, would you like to work in this environment?

I really not motivated to work right now. Feel like leaving the job but is that mean that i'm too weak? or this is the working life suppose to be? Think of it, who actually said that working life must be this stress?

Work life sucks...well, that is for me. Hope my friends is not facing the stress like me...if so, call me, we shall go out together to have some beer :P

The lost contact tribe

(CNN) -- Researchers have produced aerial photos of jungle dwellers who they say are among the few remaining peoples on Earth who have had no contact with the outside world.

It's amazing how the world that we are living still have those who never expose to any technology that we so get use to it every day. Imagine how they live for so long without any medication, education, and communication.






It's so amazing. Maybe this remind us how lucky we are living in the city with proper infrastructure and security.