Uncertainty

My days are getting harder to pass now days. Many things to consider and many things i would not want to let go.

I'm going to UK soon and the procedure is not done yet... or am i purposely delaying it?

First thing first, MONEY $$ it isn't cheap to go to UK. I'm considering the cost to UK and what will i get as a return. Is it worth going over the cost? I do not want to trouble my father much as well.

Secondly, I'm there and she is here... u know what i mean. Distance always a killer of love. It's a heavy opportunity cost if i lose this.

Third, i'm doing somethings where failure might involved. No one ever say doing Master is easy and the course i'm taking is about IT and i'm not a total IT graduate. Am i able to accomplish the course with flying colors or the other way?

My mind is full of thoughts every day every time and second. (Someone) Please tell me i'm thinking too much...